I Had It All

But it wasn't really mine to begin with.

It's gloomy this morning, no sunshine here. I thought I set my alarm for fjar only to wake up too late. My alarm can be set as M-F, Sat & Sun only, or all week long, it was on the M-F setting. I was extremely disappointed. There isn't a better way to start my day, and I missed it. I have to do laundry, I have no motivation. I'm on the computer blogging instead.

Sometimes things happen that you know are for the best, but it still sucks. It also helps if you understand why it all goes wrong, today I don't. I have a planter with dead flowers in it, that's kind of how I feel today. I bought seeds and soil to plant something new in there. I'm not sure today is the best day for that. I'm not good at making things grow anyway. I know I babble and it doesn't really make sense, to you anyway. In my head it works just fine.

Today I'll just keep wondering "Why?". I don't really expect that I'll get an answer.