Abandoned

Soooooooooooo... I'm not doing the best today. I realize I will go through some different emotions. Today I feel abandoned. My husband and I don't have a communication plan worked out yet. It's frustrating. I feel like he left me and doesn't care. I know this isn't true, but it's how I feel. I know shaytan is just trying to get me going. I know shaytan likes nothing more than to wedge in between a husband and wife. Shaytan loves to break apart families. Strong families are the foundation to a solid community.

I know all of this, but I still feel crappy. I know my husband misses me. I also know that he is visiting with relatives he hasn't seen in a while. I know I have to be patient. But is it too much to ask for one small email, just a few words, so I can feel what I already know?