New Beginnings?

Here we go again...

For the past three years my friend's husband has insisted that I would be perfect for his brother. He thinks our personalities would totally mesh. For some reason or another I've avoided this route. I got married, got divorced, and have been talking to someone else. I said I would meet the brother last ramadan, but it didn't happen because I started talking to Mr. U. Well I went to dinner with my friend and the subject has been broached again. Just writing about this gives me anxiety.

InshaAllah I will be meeting a new brother. I will be moving on, just like I said I would. It's so scary. I know this sister very well, she is one of my closest friends. I know she would never recommend someone that wasn't right for me. Her and I would be sister-in-laws! It's so crazy to think about. Life is so unpredictable. I hope that this will not lead to heartache again. I often wonder how situations can go so wrong, wrong, wrong. Well here we go again...

A new beginning